274 miles.

I know that i already blogged today. But i have a huge announcement.

I'm moving to Rexburg, Idaho in June.

My dad got the job of his dreams, he's going to be teaching at BYUI. 

So i get to move to potato land. 

*SIGH*

I honestly don't know what to think.. I'm so so happy for my dad! he's wanted this job for as long as i can remember. and i couldn't be more happy for him. and one of my best friends meghan bice is going to school in Rexburg. and im very excited about that! i miss her everyday.

but. I also have a life. and I seriously love it! life is good. actually to tell you the truth theres only a couple things i'm going to miss. But those things mean so much to me.. it makes me cry just thinking about leaving them... honestly. i am crying while writing this post. full on bawling. first off, i CANNOT leave my best friend tara. i cant. i simply cant. i tell her everything, even if she doesn't like it. i can be completely honest with her. i can always count on her for making me feel better when i need it. i really dont think i could live without her. i couldn't. and i can't help feeling horrible and guilty for leaving her when highschool has just begun. i know that sounds weird and cheesy, but thats how i feel. we've been best friends since 4th grade. how can i leave my sister?

second: my cousins. i know i'll still see them every 6 weeks but.. i do not want to be so far away from them! i love being a half an hour away from kyrstin and mal. and just an hour away from katie and sam. mal kyrst and katie are going on missions soon though.. maybe moving to idaho will help me get over that? 

third: all of my other homies... sarah. carly, rylan, cosette, theresa, fish, savannah, kailin, amie, jasmine, paige, eli, tyler, taylor, josh. i love them all so much. they make me laugh every. single. day. i would be a depressed child without any of them. i can trust these peeps with almost everything(:

fourth: viking softball. I've never played ball with any other girls. not even for a tournament. and we have sooooo much fun! I can promise you that there is no other team out there that is as crazy as we are.. hahah. let me tell you that i love my team so much. maybe i wont even play softball in idaho though. maybe ill play volleyball again? i dont know. which ever team is better there i'll play. or maybe they both suck so i could play both. WHO KNOWS.

fifth: im gonna miss P.G. im gonna miss going to all the wrestling matches with mer besties. and i love that we always win. im gonna miss sammys. (i heard theres one in rexburg though?) I'm gonna miss the amazing bagels from the ala carte. im gonna miss king kongs from maceys. im gonna miss water gardens. im gonna miss going to the soda machine with tara. im gonna miss working on the field. im gonna miss big (ger) cities. im gonna miss harts. im gonna miss hitting at ultimate. im gonna miss walking to discovery park to watch baseball games. im gonna miss all the beautiful mountains here. im gonna miss the heat. im gonna miss everything.. 

so if you need me. i'm just 274 miles away.